July 9, 2008 at 3:49 pm (Friendship, Loneliness, Love, Relationship, hurt)
Tags: Love, waiting
I feel like I’m dead when your not here.
When I can’t talk to you or be with you.
All I can do is dream about you.
Hugging you and talking to you
My heart feels likes it’s dying,
when your not around to talk to it.
All I can do to stop crying,
is waiting for you.
I can’t live like this, all I do is think of you. First thing in the morning to the last thing at nigth. And your not here with me. In my dreams your here to hug me and keep me safe, then i wake up and the real nightmare starts, another day without you.
I just wanna hug you and hold you and never let you go. But I have to wait. I can’t stand waiting. Being scared and worried and sad. cause all I can think about is you and your not here.
I love you.
I miss you.
I am yours.
And one day you will be here and mine.
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March 26, 2008 at 9:41 am (Friendship, Loneliness, Relationship, Trust)
Tags: friends, friendship. relationship
They say true friends don’t cost anything. They say true friends conquer everything. They say say true friends is for everyone to find.
Are there anyone left? Have all the True Friends been used up and disposed of?
You say you want to only want to be my friend, and you don’t want to hurt me or push me or make me do anything against my will.
So why are you trying to own me and rule me? You cant be my friend, if all you want is to change me and make me something I’m not.
If you want a friend – a true friend. You have to accept them as they are and respect the fact that they are different and unique.
But what do you do? You pick on me and try to change me to please you. And for you to get your will. And all to make you happy.
How can I be your friend? If the price is all mine, my happiness and my sanity? Friends don’t own each other, they respect each other. I might be lonely and sad, but don’t think I’m so desperate that I will let you own me.
If your my friend, you respect me.
If your my friend, you like me for who I am.
If your my friend, you don’t dictate me.
If your my friend, you don’t try to own me.
If your my friend, you don’t insult me and call me names.
If your my friend, you have patience with me.
That’s to much to ask? Maybe? But its the truth. I give you a second chance and you only hurt me again. I am always willing to believe that people can like me and maybe one day someone will, but what’s the price? What do friendship cost? Its not all that free…
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March 11, 2008 at 7:30 am (Loneliness, Love, Relationship, hurt)
Tags: Loneliness, lost, Love
Hug me. please. Hold me, save me.
I long for you to touch me and comfort me,
I cant wait to be safe on your arms.
I need you, to love me, care for me and hold me.
All I can think about is being close to you and safe.
But you dont want me or cant find me. Or even never bothered looking.
Please, I need you. I cant do this alone.
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February 26, 2008 at 5:02 am (Loneliness)
Tags: alone, family, friends, Loneliness
How can you be happy alone?
Oh yes, some people might say they are happy and alone. But are they truly alone? Usually not. You have your family, your friends, your colleagues and your neighbours. Is that being alone? No!
How can I be happy alone?
Sleep? I wake up, don’t need to but I can if I feel like it. Or I can stay in bed all day. If I choose to get up, do I bother put on clothes or just use some all rags that look awful. Why bother? No one would miss me if I stayed in bed all day. No one would see what I wear or not. Or when I sleep, day-time or night-time its no different.
Food? I eat if I get hungry, maybe once a day. Or less if the money are tight.
Outside? No one talks to me, no one want to admit they know me. No one to visit or nowhere to go. Today’s society costs to much to have fun in, if your broke you loose.
Entertainment? Talking to people online or playing WOW (World of Warcraft) or watch TV. If I’m lucky someone talk to me, even luckier I get to play and do something in WoW. But most days ends sitting alone, in real life and in my online WoW.
And if anyone see your lonely or miserable, they leave you be cause you need time to cope. I don’t need time alone. I’m always alone. I don’t know how you can cure loneliness, with leaving people to continue be alone.
How can you say your happy alone? When you don’t know what being alone is.
I don’t have a family, I don’t have friends, I don’t have workmates, all I have in life is my cat. Is that how its suppose to be, sorry your to much of a wasted time.
Don’t say your happy alone, before you tried it.
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